Wisps of smoke in darkened rooms Lingering long enough to glimpse Wavering ghosts from the flickering past A nocturnal floating dance of sighs This smoke is like my memories Phantoms twist before my eyes Writhing in lazy fading demise Knowing of the unsaid things I burn the incense like a drug Bathing in the sweetened air Slow piano soothes my ears And pain flows into my aching tears Years stretch behind me Compressed into a blink of thought Trapped in amber, to see not touch Much forgotten, so much lost I caress those thoughts that still survive I wallow in their painful sting Yet drink the bitter medicine And blow the smoke out of my eyes - Nocturne