Last October from Surf Video by Surf Video

It was last October
When I looked in the mirror 
And decided to take my life
But it wasn’t suicide
I took it back from underneath 
Layers of anger I had built on grief
Allowing this child to stand up and speak
For the first time

It was last October
When I looked in the mirror 
And decided that things weren’t right
This would be the time
I’d turn the page 
Release the rage
Make a rhyme out of every last cliche 
Put it to music and make it a song
I can sing with you
It was the moment I set myself free
I said three simple words that I always mean
When I say it to friends, pets and family
But not me

It was last October 
When I told me that I love you
I don’t know that I believe it
But I’m trying

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