2019 by SIKO SLAM

2019, after four years in Berlin alone for studies. The loneliness was heavy, the pressure was real, and winter depression never left. I was young, running from responsibilities, pressure, people, and everything.

I stepped away from music, telling myself I needed to focus on my studies and work. I didn’t realize I was letting go of the one thing that gave me peace.

Since 2019, the loneliness has still been there. The depression is still there. But I’ve changed. I see life differently now.

The point isn’t making them disappear.
It’s learning how to live with them.

For those who exist between worlds—this is the rhythm of in-between.