Tears by TX3

Tears
Written by: Travis Davidson Jr

What would be your last words like if you could tell everybody
If I could tell everybody what my last words I would let people know that separation brings appreciation
So therefore, while it’s there appreciated it

I was just trying to get ahead always knew that I’ll be big cause music been my dream ever since I was a kid
I heard all my favorite rappers rap about the life I live so since I been through all of that then I deserve a part of this
Money, fame, fake friends, enemies
I was full of life feel like this life is starting to empty me
Showed people the light, just wondering if they will remember me
Then my dark side showed up with a smirk, like you remember me
I was supposed to come here Monday, but something didn’t sit plus I didn’t have this song, and I was thinking I should quit
I had a billion songs before this, like which one should I pick
But this is not about a song, this is more about a wish
Like I wish I was happy or I wish I didn’t exist
Or I wish I felt like piss, because I really feel like shit
A lighter version of myself cause I feel heavy need a lift
Asking God what I did wrong sometimes I feel like she don’t hear
Like how the fuck I feel fake when all I did was keep it real

I just left an AA meeting confirmation was be still
Plus I left the AA meeting still I was high as hell
Trust God he’s always on time it’ll show you what it is
Look at my son just want to cry because he don’t know the way I feel
He look at me like a hero and I don’t even want to be here
And that shit hurt me to my soul I pray you can feel the tears I just shared through this song and hopefully it be a cleanse
To wipe that fake shit out your eyes and you can see just what it is
And wipe that fake shit out your ears so you finally hear clearer
Because everything is seeming it’s not the way it is
And sometimes I feel stuck like I’m in prison in this chair

I was recording you just now so this going to be on my next
Yeas that’s how I did that yea
Now you forever going to be here, immortal


Truth is I pray a lot because I know God got an ear
A lot of times I had to wait So I can finally hear clear
I’ve been running my whole life I’m still running, legs stiff
But I believe I can fly Cause in my dreams I really did
I got these scars on my back from when I got my wings clipped
And said when I fly again I’ll fly away from outtta here
But came back to let you know that it’s a way up outta here
Because the truth will set you free
Addiction is a disease it don’t have to be a drug it can be something you feel you need
Like I’m addicted to the love but what that even mean
because Love is just a word and it’s about how you perceive
feel like I’m dying inside and still want you next to me
love will get you kilt that’s what I feel it’s doing me
but when it’s unconditional like what my momma give to me
that’s when love don’t cost a thing, she do everything for free
and shout out to my brother Reid that’s the type of love we need
we got to pour these living waters to help grow all of these seeds that’s been planted over time
it’s God body when I breathe
and may this wind carry this energy to wherever you may be so just know you not alone and the truth can set us free

This call is subject recorded from an Inmate at Allen Correctional Center

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• Hip-Hop
• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Rap
• motivational rap
• Houston