Bittersweet from Bittersweet by Jamie Paige

oh it’s another day over
and i’m left wondering what for
i sat and stared at a paper
and tried so hard to ignore
the thoughts all swirling inside me
that say i’m broken, a bore
i lead it on with a paper
a silent, desolate score

i make time for you
you make pain for me
but i know you're my dream
i'll take anything

and i mean anything

my coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(i want to make a mistake with you)
oh seraphim schemes and self esteem
(so many things i should say to you)
cause oh my god i love you
but you tear me apart
you're my savior and my devil
stab me straight through the heart
a plasticine sheen, you're so bittersweet
and all i want is to stay with you

i’m another day closer
to the end of my life
it all gets wasted on nothing
i watch the flickering light

i would kneel for you
sat down on my knees
you'd just hurt me more
hurt me 'till i bleed

oh god im desperate to bleed

my coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(i want to make a mistake with you)
a polyseme scream, such a stupid thing
(so many things i should say to you)
cause oh my god i love you
i can't take anymore
but if i'm not creating
what the fuck am i for?
i burst at the seams, you're so bittersweet
(and all i want is to stay with you)

it wasn’t always like this
i’m just resigned to the pain
but does the fight define us
or does it waste us away?

i am much more than the sum of my work
and even without you there’s so much i am worth
but i know there's still joy to be found in a song

my coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(i want to make something more with you)
these scenes stay unseen, that's okay with me
(so many things i will share with you)
cause oh my god i love you
but i’m more than my love
and as long as i’m complete alone
there's still room for us
you'll be my treat, so bittersweet
(and all i want is to stay with you)

• Pop
• electro pop
• electronic
• gay shit
• synth pop
• Chicago