This track, for me, tells a story about how I went through a certain period of time where I tried my best to heal wounds. After a breakup, I used a lot of unhealthy things to make me not think about the person. I wasn't sober most of the time and I also did a lot of things with people just to get my mind off of him. I had bad ideas, I wanted to forget and I tried my best. Alcohol, sex, cigarettes and other stuff played a big role in my life at the time. Thats why I tried to make this edit a bit dark, yet powerful and trippy.