Fucked Up from SICK by lifeisspirals

im so in the dumps
after what you have done
it left me fucked up
it left me really fucked up
it was so fucked up

everyone that i trust
all could fuck me over
like they dont even give a fuck
now im abusing drugs

and killing all these braincells
cause they teach me how not to love
or speak when i dont feel well
i hope you cant tell

im still trapped under your spell
but its so hard not to tell
your name is spelt everywhere
i see it evrywhere

i see you walking everywhere
i see you walking past me
with him your moving past me
im in the backseat your in the front laughing

at the fact i showed up
why dont you fucking blast me
just take my head off
someone let me get off

i dont even see the point i dont wanna live on
i cant eat any food
i just dont know what to do
i knew i never shouldve left my room

• Experimental
• noise
• sound collage
• United States