MANIC from REVENGE - EP by Dark Austin
I wrote MANIC after I had a legitimate mental breakdown at the end of 2020. It is a literal account of all the dark emotions I felt during that time and what each day felt like. This is a true anthem for my people who struggle or have struggled heavily with their mental health. The beat is just as insane as I felt at the time.
Tracklist
| 5. | MANIC | 2:37 |
Lyrics
Bitch, I’m manic
And I ain’t got no disco
But I got a lot of panic
I wake up popping bottles
Go to bed
Popping a Xanax
And I ain’t got no future
Please don’t ask me
What the plan is
I’m living for the here and now
And looking where your man is
Only give a fuck about the cash
And where my grab is
Serotonin gucci
Call that emotional baggage
Pretty even when I’m crying
You know I’m a savage
The saddest and baddest
MANIC
I got bloodshot eyes
Fuck a blue sky
I don’t wanna be here
But I still don’t wanna die
I can hardly breathe
And they tell me
I don’t try
I don’t know if I should laugh
Or if I should cry
I got little pills
Just to get a little peace
One minute I dance
Next minute I’m on my knees
Wear a fake smile
That’s what everybody sees
Only God and my doctor
Know the real me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna eat
I don’t wanna eat
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Anyone but me
Anyone but me
Bitch, I’m manic
And I ain’t got no disco
But I got a lot of panic
I wake up popping bottles
Go to bed
Popping a Xanax
And I ain’t got no future
Please don’t ask me
What the plan is
I’m living for the here and now
And looking where your man is
Only give a fuck about the cash
And where my grab is
Serotonin gucci
Call that emotional baggage
Pretty even when I’m crying
You know I’m a savage
The saddest and baddest
MANIC
Is this what you want?
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?
MEDICATE ME
SEDATE ME
I’M NOT MOTHERFUCKING CRAZY
White knuckle fist
Gotta get a grip
And my sweat
Cold as ice
That’s my fucking drip
I got 20 missed calls
From my therapist
But I’m not looking
For another
Fucking ass to kiss
I’m the biggest disappointment
In my family
Wear it like a Boy Scout badge
Proudly
People whisper every time
They come around me
If you want a bad bitch
Well, you found me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna eat
I don’t wanna eat
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Anyone but me
Anyone but me
Bitch, I’m manic
And I ain’t got no disco
But I got a lot of panic
I wake up popping bottles
Go to bed
Popping a Xanax
And I ain’t got no future
Please don’t ask me
What the plan is
I’m living for the here and now
And looking where your man is
Only give a fuck about the cash
And where my grab is
Serotonin gucci
Call that emotional baggage
Pretty even when I’m crying
You know I’m a savage
The saddest and baddest…MANIC
Credits
Written by Austin Warren
Produced by Jordan Perry
Mixed by Brandon Unis
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe
Recorded with Phil Barnes at AND CO Studios in Nashville, TN
License
All rights reserved.Tags
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