Trying Again from Then & Now by CØL

I'm trying again to escape the thoughts in my head
I can't breathe when I see pictures of me
Crying again
I want to win this time
I want make you proud
I want to end my life

I can't feel anything
I can't be happy
I want to smile
I want to breathe
So love through it all
Tell me I'm all yours
Tell me it will be okay
And I'll be happy

Will I be happy?
Will I be happy when you love

I'm trying once again
To make my mom and dad proud
I'm trying not to trip
On the mistakes I've made

So tell me, please;
Make I make you happy?
Won't you love me?
Won't you be here with me?

• Electronic
• acoustic ambient
• ambient
• depressive
• depressive electronic
• experimental electronic
• Massachusetts