Anything Chemical from Pharmacie by Apologies, I Have None
Tracklist
4. | Anything Chemical | 4:52 |
Lyrics
In the heat of the moment I lose my head, blind myself to what this really is. In the heat of the moment I back down and let all my fear and hate and doubt slide in. I lose the fight and disconnect from the void that lies between birth and death. The empty hanging nothingness, the blinding, rushing, numbing test. Yeah in the heat of the moment I lose my head, and there’s no coming back from here. In the heat of the moment I think of the aftermath, think of the line I cross. In the heat of the moment I’m so far gone, the line is a list, the list is a wall but I just can’t stop. Until the ease of dawn where I beg for rest from the growing itch in my arm and chest, the overpowering lack of sense that drives me over and off the edge. Into the heat of war, marching on, robotic, mechanical, and overwhelming appetite for absolutely anything chemical. I let my brother go to the devil his own way, but would they let me go to the devil my own way.